christmas and childhood energy

being with the power of Christmas or against it seems to be a matter of childhood - and gratitude. are you able to connect with your basic naiveness and innocence? can you be a child? can you dance with the white flakes, fall in love with a snowman, speak with donkeys and cows? can you accept and thank for belonging to the children of God? are you able to thank him for your breath? to thank Mother Earth for her permission to play in her garden? more generally spoken: can you feel gratitude for being an element of Creation's production?
if you can, you will feel the worth of the growing light in midwinter, incorporated in a little child born in a barn… if not, you might hate christmas and regard its energy as one of lie, of kitsch and of useless conservatism. 

look at the stories and legends, listen to the songs and carols: christmas energy is childhood energy. being annoyed with or hating christmas could also indicate your dislike of childhood, your bad relation with the child inside yourself. opening your heart - the center of yourself, which is the place of the child - means: giving breath to your inner child. it is the child of the world, as you are the world. it is the coraçao do mundo, the heart of the world. it will smile. this smile will save the world.

Größkatz / Groesskatz #1 - Concrete Poem / Betongedicht

Im Karbisidofen stingel ess,
Größkatz, Schlag Acht!

Ein Grubengewitter, ein Erzwerz
durch Krachklang geschritten

doch klefftig grün grachloch
verblendening, Sturch -

Schwieren schwang
Knechem schwang

Apolda Jurgam -
und wann,

denn im jenseits,

frequency of coherence

the one who feels and regards himself politically conscious will be rather convinced, that he and his points of view are right - while the one who perceives the world in a coherent holistic way will always be aware of his errors and aberrations. it has to be like this, because political consciousness is always arrowy, focusing an aim within historic development. coherence demands circle current, reaching out for the power of presence.
political behaviour means, to dramatize and to simplify: keeping position. being strong. petrification and attack. self-convinced. holistic essence means to realize the spectrum, the circle of the universe: being flexible. leaving position. flow and communication. self-questing and -questioning.
probably we are to be both. political and holistic. this very task: to switch between these counterparts or rather to unite them evokes a certain vibration - actually music. you will hear it sounding through your heart, your soul, your laughter and your tears. it is the frequency of coherence, humming integrality…

Female Suffer

If you put together and thus regard all Beings and Essences, included Mankind, Animals, Saints, Angels, Natural Forces, Spiritual Forces and just Everyone, and you think about the worst treated one among this Entire World Society you will come to the conclusion, that this infernal fate is beared by our mother herself, Holy Mother Earth, origin of all material being and everything.
Her mate, our holy Father Heaven, might be insulted and offended for many centuries, but still, he can smile on it, as he is not really concerned. The battles in that Spiritual World called Heaven happen, and this is a real and sincere war, but he, who is our Father, is not injured by this. Buddha-like he reigns and smiles and loves. His Attitude to Atheism or Antitheism is cynically sketched out in that old joke: Nietzsche says: God is dead. God says: Nietzsche is dead. (So, who is right?) Contemplate…
The one who suffers in an immeasurable way is our mother, Mother Earth. Does she suffer just because of her task to embrace a whole female designation, which is: Existing for suffering? Like the huge male narration system called holy bible is telling us for centuries?

Why do those brothers and sisters following the Christian path often prefer their relation to God and to Heaven to their rootedness in the whole realm of Creation? Did Christians already finish with the material world, disregarding even ignoring its Power and Holiness? Do they really do praying for being allied to a winning Father?
Is the plot of the relation between Mother Earth and Father Heaven… Their Divorce? Is the whole destination of universal history the victory of male structure? Do you, my beloved brothers and sisters, co-create this reality?

Mother Earth: A Dying One?
Like a person poisoned with cancer? We are used to her life, we love to know her living, we are sure, she will live forever - although we know, that there is that mortal disease already for a long time inside this body, we did never accustom ourselves to the fact that she will die… and the moment she is going to die we cannot believe, we refuse accepting that the moment arrived already. Are we really ready for confront ourselves with this Death - the global, universal Death? Ready for the funeral? The End? What do you think, my brothers and sisters? Hm? Is there anybody out there?