uninvited

no one can come to the father except through me
years decades centuries perceiving this as an exclusionary phrase
finally one started to think and to reflect . . . to reflect. and to think

do i really want to come to the father?
is this the highest aim for me?

or might it even be
in certain perspective
a regression?

what if in the end i just long for getting relaxedly aware
of an overall breathing presence of father and mother?

could this not be my deepest desire?
as adult comprehensive responsible
men and women - what do you feel?

staying in healthy and happy distance from both our parents
our cosmic ancestors from whom we descend
no matter if we claim a god or any a higher essence

those we were emerging from
mother - matter
father - phantom

an unique enlightend carpenter from palestine may even be right:
no one can come to the father except through me

however
who wants to come to the mother
has other paths to take