Samstag, 21. Dezember 2013

christmas and childhood energy

being with the power of Christmas or against it seems to be a matter of childhood - and gratitude. are you able to connect with your basic naiveness and innocence? can you be a child? can you dance with the white flakes, fall in love with a snowman, speak with donkeys and cows? can you accept and thank for belonging to the children of God? are you able to thank him for your breath? to thank Mother Earth for her permission to play in her garden? more generally spoken: can you feel gratitude for being an element of Creation's production?
if you can, you will feel the worth of the growing light in midwinter, incorporated in a little child born in a barn… if not, you might hate christmas and regard its energy as one of lie, of kitsch and of useless conservatism. 
look at the stories and legends, listen to the songs and carols: christmas energy is childhood energy. being annoyed with or hating christmas could also indicate your dislike of childhood, your bad relation with the child inside yourself. opening your heart - the center of yourself, which is the place of the child - means: giving breath to your inner child. it is the child of the world, as you are the world. it is the coraçao do mundo, the heart of the world. it will smile. this smile will save the world.

Donnerstag, 12. Dezember 2013

Größkatz / Groesskatz #1 - Concrete Poem / Betongedicht

Im Karbisidofen stingel ess,
Größkatz, Schlag Acht!

Ein Grubengewitter, ein Erzwerz
durch Krachklang geschritten

doch klefftig grün grachloch
verblendening, Sturch -

Schwieren schwang
Knechem schwang

Apolda Jurgam -
und wann,

denn im jenseits,

Sonntag, 8. Dezember 2013

frequency of coherence

the one who feels and regards himself politically conscious will be rather convinced, that he and his points of view are right - while the one who perceives the world in a coherent holistic way will always be aware of his errors and aberrations. it has to be like this, because political consciousness is always arrowy, focusing an aim within historic development. coherence demands circle current, reaching out for the power of presence.
political behaviour means, to dramatize and to simplify: keeping position. being strong. petrification and attack. self-convinced. holistic essence means to realize the spectrum, the circle of the universe: being flexible. leaving position. flow and communication. self-questing and -questioning.
probably we are to be both. political and holistic. this very task: to switch between these counterparts or rather to unite them evokes a certain vibration - actually music. you will hear it sounding through your heart, your soul, your laughter and your tears. it is the frequency of coherence, humming integrality…

Mittwoch, 4. Dezember 2013

Female Suffer

If you put together and thus regard all Beings and Essences, included Mankind, Animals, Saints, Angels, Natural Forces, Spiritual Forces and just Everyone, and you think about the worst treated one among this Entire World Society you will come to the conclusion, that this infernal fate is beared by our mother herself, Holy Mother Earth, origin of all material being and everything.
Her mate, our holy Father Heaven, might be insulted and offended for many centuries, but still, he can smile on it, as he is not really concerned. The battles in that Spiritual World called Heaven happen, and this is a real and sincere war, but he, who is our Father, is not injured by this. Buddha-like he reigns and smiles and loves. His Attitude to Atheism or Antitheism is cynically sketched out in that old joke: Nietzsche says: God is dead. God says: Nietzsche is dead. (So, who is right?) Contemplate…
The one who suffers in an immeasurable way is our mother, Mother Earth. Does she suffer just because of her task to embrace a whole female designation, which is: Existing for suffering? Like the huge male narration system called holy bible is telling us for centuries?

Why do those brothers and sisters following the Christian path often prefer their relation to God and to Heaven to their rootedness in the whole realm of Creation? Did Christians already finish with the material world, disregarding even ignoring its Power and Holiness? Do they really do praying for being allied to a winning Father?
Is the plot of the relation between Mother Earth and Father Heaven… Their Divorce? Is the whole destination of universal history the victory of male structure? Do you, my beloved brothers and sisters, co-create this reality?

Mother Earth: A Dying One?
Like a person poisoned with cancer? We are used to her life, we love to know her living, we are sure, she will live forever - although we know, that there is that mortal disease already for a long time inside this body, we did never accustom ourselves to the fact that she will die… and the moment she is going to die we cannot believe, we refuse accepting that the moment arrived already. Are we really ready for confront ourselves with this Death - the global, universal Death? Ready for the funeral? The End? What do you think, my brothers and sisters? Hm? Is there anybody out there?

Freitag, 15. November 2013

Aufi Schnaufi Bumm Baufi

feel invited to repeat this little poetic eruption several times, (spoken in german pronounciation, see approximate transcription below*) without any break or interruption, then - just feel and enjoy the mentally relaxing, narrow pattern breaking seven quaver flow … emerging .. from .. eternity ….......

*Ouphee Shnouphee Bumm Bouphee

Donnerstag, 14. November 2013

Saving Earth...

mankind will always fear the power of the elements, while its general mental state is not only being afraid but also being puzzled: a species able to invent an atomic bomb and rockets crossing the universe has to suffer an indignity accepting that no human might on earth can stand the might of the elements. mankind in this aspect means that very special part of the human race regarding itself as the crown of creation and as the leading power in the world.
 
as long as this puzzled fright remains the chief motivation for saving earths climate conditions, thus avoiding a global catastrophe or an infernal series of catastrophes, it will probably not be successful. fear would never change things into a better state, as it causal energy is a blocking and contracting one.

until mankind succeeds in reawaking its lost profound and unconditional love for our eternal rich and endless mother, our mother earth, mother nature - nothing will change. everyone of us is to awake this love inside and outside without getting tired of awakening our brothers and sisters, friends and enemies, neighbours and outcasts, children of mother earth as we are.

sing it.

Sonntag, 10. November 2013

selfconfident hospitality

empowering the original, centurially grown culture of a country means enabling its capacity for hosting people rooted in other cultures, nations, religions.
germany for example could be a hopeful place of intercultural exchange, mutual respect and omnilateral openness - if only the people who regard themself as germans where able to free themselves from self-hate, becoming instead aware and proud of their collective way through the past, including all failures and aberrations from the human development. 
the taboos are to be released, so that the wounds become able to heal. the injuries are deeply hurting, for different reasons, karma, identification, family energy… 
the christian tradition is an important and lightful stream in these our forests and fields, but we have to see and to honor the germanic wisdom way as well. remark the jewish influence with its blissfull knowledge and always essential for the big german reality cake, as well as the atheistic reflex with its freedom drive needs to be seen and honored. all these approaches of mankind towards itself have to be worshipped by themselves and by each other. and you, my beloved german brothers and sisters, you have to bow to your elders and your grandparents with all the insight, the development, the awareness given to you grown on their difficult path through the centuries. and, whatever your position on prayer is: you have to pray: for the oppressions loosing their virulence and getting expiated. or forgiven.

realizing this, people from other countries, other religions, other traditions - no matter if they live here by choice or by force - will feel taken seriously, once finding themselves in a strong, selfconfident adopted home. 
a vacuum is no place to breath nor to live. a house without furniture is no place to stay. you cannot substitute your own cultural tradition with an unpalpable idea of multi- or transculturalism. it will not work. nobody will feel home. multiculturalism is a result of strong and selfconfident cultures finding themselves in a greater context such as a town, a county, a country.
if the host isn't a cool, selfconfident and reflective guy, proud of himself, the guests will be bored - first. afterwards they will start to scratch your kitchen table with your vegetable knife.

Donnerstag, 7. November 2013

tabooed instruments

is germany a sick country? let us stay aware: the most powerful wish for health and healing "Heil!" is unspeakable, abused by the dark force called national socialism - as well as one of the most powerful healing symbols and instruments: the swastika.
it will be a difficult way, a proof of mankind ripeness, full of misunderstanding and wrong alliances,  even a jural quest, but nevertheless, my beloved german brothers and sisters: you are to recover those treasures of your culture, your mother language, your symbols, your instruments.

new spirit - economy

companies which do not manage to start breathing the spirit of the new time
are eaten up by the ungeist of the old time.

Earth Mother Attraction

there is an immeasurable, all-embraceable love of mother earth towards her children.
birds, cats, men, women, plants, rocks, fishes, ants, jewels, sand, reptiles... everybody, every essence, every being. this love has the power even to draw the material part of the passed-away back, home to the mother's heart. 
the scientific tradition in the following of isaac newton created an own term for this love: GRAVITY.

Sonntag, 13. Oktober 2013

light and darkness

germany - dark country somehow.
sunrise in the east, sunset in the west. nevertheless: every minute necessity to install and to fix electrification system and to collect emergency candle stumps for the mental currency blackout. however, it even might be better to get your eyes used to the darkness - for staying orientated in the wild heather of a harmful reality.

love, brother.
love, sister.

Sonntag, 29. September 2013

saint michael

isn't this an extraordinary experience? - to live in a country protected, guarded and guided by one of the most powerful cosmic forces within the evolution of earth and mankind, which at the same time is one of the most holy beings for jews as well as for christs as well as for moslems? apart from those who don't like to share spiritual potence with each other, brother and sister sings and dances of joy.

hark!
brother and sister, still celebrating the angel:
don't let us forget the meaning of this heritage.
let's build up a country that deserves it:
michaelian aura power structure essence.

wishes and dreams

release your wishes - welcome your dreams.
let your wishes go - be open for your dreams.
dive into the darkness of the world night.
dive into the truth of sleep.

lass deine wünsche los - begrüße deine träume.
lass deine wünsche ziehen - öffne dich Deinen träumen.
tauche ein in die dunkelheit der weltnacht.
tauche ein in die wahrheit des schlafes.

oscillated liquefaction...

sung music is the liquefaction of spoken words,
including thoughts, feelings and opinions.
while loudly spoken words merely lead into petrification,
dumb or caged feelings and emotions as well as forced opinions
into combustion, singing makes matters swim and dive,
connect and interact - love and be.
as the world soup is newly stirred and agitated,
it might be the most suitable kind of behaviour,
communication and social intercourse.

Donnerstag, 29. August 2013

Grandmaster Theta Rhythm #1

Subkulturdezernent a.D. Grandmaster Theta Rhythm
empfiehlt für den sinkenden August:
Girlanden schmieden für ein weiteres Universum.
Ornithogene Inspirationen empfangen in Zeiten der Weltdämmerung.
Ein Blick ins Sternenglas - Ozeanische Farbharmonien erschaffen im Jupiterlicht.
Und alles schön peu a peu.

the doors of the palace...

although there are many ways out of this life that don't seem to be honourable at all, death is al-ways a most holy and honourable moment in a persons life. even if i think about which were the most honourable way of departing this life - i am not sure. but i wish i'll be able to honour the moment.
birth and death are the grand portals that lead us into and release us out of our terrestrial lifes. if we do not recognize the brilliant divine palace of creation, we might not understand the meaning of the portal. these amazing doors connect the interior palace with the garden. the garden is the earth, here we are outside and set into circumstances. the palace is the heaven, place of harmony, eternity, timelessness and light. by the way, we are allowed to regard our own life, the composition of body, soul and spirit as another example of this divine architectur - as theresa of avila teached us releasing her inner castle
could it be possible that the immense increase of cancer as the perhaps most embarrassing lethal disease we have to face in our high-tech civilisation world emerge from the lack of respect for the death?
it seems to be easy to celebrate birth - somebody's arrival. 
it might be much harder to celebrate death - somebody's departure.
nevertheless we have to learn it. we have to relearn it. any death is a sacrament. 
we that we are to go on living have to accept this truth. 
real medicine - holy health.

Mittwoch, 28. August 2013

the qualities of ...formation

as an artist - of course you know everyone is an artist - you should be aware
of the etymology we find in the composita built with the word (i.e. the idea of) form. 
in other words: as creators we have to reflect the qualities of forming.

to reform means to bring things or circumstances
into an order or a structural quality they have had in former times.

to perform means the presence of the action,
the presence of building an energy, of developing a knowledge, of elaborating a connotation.

to transform means to change the dimension as well as the context
in which things or circumstances used to appear to us.

to inform means to insert energy, knowledge and connotations into a living system.
the stone is informed by the artist, as philosopher vilém flusser remarked.
but i myself, my brothers and sisters, we all are informed as well.
we are brought into a unique form or our existing form is changed by certain input.

reformation, performance, transformation, information
could this understanding of the act of information reset its deeper meaning 
and recharge its delicacy and its holiness?

Donnerstag, 15. August 2013

spiraling ascension

thus we celebrate the spiraling ascension of the great universal female principle into the sphere of stars and light and knowledge, embodied in our splendid shining mother virgin mary, who now lives as celestial queen there above in holy marriage with our strong and immeasurable father, thus realizing the eternal harmonization between spirit and matter, between vision and reality… 
we do have to claim this union, brothers and sisters! let's claim it! let us make it become real and effective! let's celebrate, brothers and sisters! let's love and unify!

something about love...

if you do not love yourself, it is very difficult - if not impossible - to love anyone else. 
this simple truth, as it is effiective for human beings, man and woman, man and man, woman and woman, parent and child, brother and sister, friend and friend - it is effective for peoples and nations. please, never forget this, my brothers and sisters - especially the german ones…

Dienstag, 13. August 2013

Forest Farewell

Thus we depart singing and sounding, farewell, beautiful forest!
With your chilly shadows, with your green meadows, o sweet residence!
As a Goodbye we sing for you a song of gratitude.
Invite us again as you did today to greenery scent and songs in the beautiful time of May.
Look, from far away the forest still hears it at his evening rest.
The treetops he wishes to bow, he waves with his branches, "Farewell!" he exclaims to us.
Hoffmann von Fallersleben 1848

Do you feel this? After all german romanticism does know nature and recognizes the forest as an intelligent being, but - in the same moment we have to admit: that the relationship between us and the realm of the trees is the leave. Home is where the heart is: While the nature natives and the indigenes are at home in their forests we live in continuing disconnection from our green and true mother. 
We were in communion with each other - may it be for a sunday afternoon picnic or a entire cultural era - but this shiny link is paling in the same tempo as we are returning to our cities and civilisation structures.Nevertheless, my german brothers and sisters: We are to hold this Farewell Song in our hearts, on our tongues.

Presence

Please do not forget, my brothers and sisters:
it is rather about future, less about past…
and mostly about presence.

Men Education

My dear Brothers, please notice and don't forget: Life as a man includes more than the fact that we incorporate a archetypical male structure - it is also about how we are able to learn and to develop it.
We are used to complain that our fathers were absent while we were growing up. Working - engaged in their wars. Their wars of figthing for survival or their real wars weaponed, haunting their lives and families.
Women seem to grow up in a biotop of ideals, models of feminine power and structure - girls thus developing their female wisdom and sex by being close to their mothers and grandmothers. We, my dear brothers, as we grew up and live as men on this world: Are we envying them this their natural garden of love, education and development? If we do so, let me ask: Do we have to? Do we need to claim our fathers and grandfathers at home for giving us a similar example of men's behaviours and purposes? 
Or should we better become aware of the fact, that the difference between men and women is even bigger as we thought it were: Not only the content of being man differs from the content of being woman. Even the way of receiving the required information - that is: the input for forming ourselves - of becoming a man differs from that of becoming a woman. We have to go and to search. And we have to look for our masters and teachers and ideals - as we have to look for our fathers. Let's go, my brothers, without complaining. 
Let just our sighs emerge from our hearts as heralds for our self-education desires.

Bridging Valleys Closing Gaps Healing Wounds

Our Major Tasks are to heal wounds which seem unhealable and to build bridges across valleys which seem unbridgeable. Our Body, our Sexuality has to face the Holy as the Holy has to face Sexuality. This is in fact a gap to close, a valley to bridge, a wound to heal - at least for us europeans. After centuries of divergence between these most mighty energies we are to deal with.
In a similar way the gap between christian and pagan tradition has to be closed. Unbridgeable?  
These two traditions - especially the northern european, germanic in opposite to the catholic power - run seperatedly for so many centuries against each other. The pagans have to face and to accept the power and world-embracing impact of the cosmic christ, as the Christ have to see and to honour the power of nature-rooted gods and godesses and the healthy and cleansing effect of a cosmology like the rune alphabeth.

Montag, 5. August 2013

Neuwerk Imagination

…dass der große unfassbare Gott Sekunde für Sekunde, Jahrhundert für Jahrhundert dabei war, die Wunden der Unvollkommenheit, der fürchterlichen Beschränktheit von uns Erdenmenschen zu heilen und zu trösten… 
Trost zu spenden für einen erneuten Fehltritt auf dem beinahe nicht zu erklimmenden Bergpfad aufwärts in die lichten Höhen der Wahrheit und der Heiterkeit. Wie ein verkommenes Gehöft lag unser Leben vor Dir, Gott Allmächtiger, mit hängenden Schultern gaben wir auf, noch etwas ins Reine rücken zu können… und wussten doch zugleich, auch die hoffnungslosen und wüsten Ruinen unserer Verfehlungen und Gleichgültigkeiten würdest Du binnen Kurzem in einen goldenen Abendschein tauchen, uns die Augen öffnen für die Schönheit des Rostes, der Fäulnis und der Baufälligkeit, waren doch all dies Zeichen tiefer Wandlungsprozesse, so dass unser Müll, unser Gestank und unsere Lüge sich veredelten und dieser Dämmerung der Gottheit in diesem glänzenden Schein gedieh zu etwas magisch auferstehendem, zukünftig raunenden, verheißungsvollen Besserseins und Besserwerdens… 
Ich ging, Gott, mit Dir an die Gestade der Zeitlichkeit und atmete im Meereswind Tod und  Leben voller Licht, voller Düsternis ein, um Deine Weltseelenliebe wissend, lächelnd hob ich die verlassenen Muschelschalen auf und warf Steinchen in die See… 
Wie können wir kampflos resignieren?

Samstag, 15. Juni 2013

holy mary worship

To learn the right worship for the female quality, recognize the strongest incarnation of the female: Mother Nature - appearance of Holy Mary, Gaya, A Rainha, Sophia, Shakti, Tara - is female. Within her realm there are highest essences of Divine dimension. Thus is the Santa Maria, a holy plant and most important medicine all over the world, fighted by the pharmazeutic world imperium, but loved and adored by the real children of mother nature. I invite you to observe in which way this highest queen of the holy forest is treated by those of her children, who are still not grown up - or just not well educated. You will notice that many women show a humble and calm approach to the holy scent of mother santa maria, while many men behave like rapers or at least like some rather bad guys, holding her in their hands as if she where a thing, sometimes offering "it" to each other with an arrogant diabolic grin. Let us teach each other in finding step by step back to the right approach to the eternal mother, the green goddess, forest queen. Inhaling her sacred smoke deeply into our physis means being teached - as far as we see her as a teacher, a holder of eternal wisdom. And not a whore with whom you will have some funky moments…

holy matter - radiant incarnation of the holy mother

Matter is divine. Since Holy Mary, the mother of all which is created, became queen of heaven and got married again with her former King Spirit, every single part, every element of the physical world is sacred. The Stones and Rocks, the Atombomb, the Alcohol, all these poisonous essences sorrouding us are sacred. It is men's responsibility to deal with these things in the right way. Let us remember: Also the human genitals are sacred. The Lingam and the Yoni - always holy within the Indian Culture - experience the same holiness nowadays in christian culture. Each Penis and each Vagina is made by God, created out of the marriage of Matter and Spirit. This is the greatest revolution against the kingdom of Lucifer: Ignoring his reign, denying him reigning the sexuality sphere - thus creating another reality, lightful, healthy and true. This is very important: We have to include every sin, every failure, every cruelty and the whole sexual structure that mankind has to deal with into our love system. We have to bath it in joy and devotion. Thus Lucifer will be overcome. His power will by and by disappear - pass away - and he will find a place in the universe where he finds peace. The Fallen Angel will be healed by the divine love immeasurably reflected and realized by the entire humanity.

murder of the mother

Thus we find ourselves pronouncing certain questions into the cosmic sphere, like: Why are more and more people freaking out in our time? Listen - and be aware: They experience the murder of their Mother. Everyone on earth is able to experience this, most people don't want to, though. The more you stay far away and disconnected from your Mother, the less you want to know about this global assassin - the more you will get crazy and psychotic. Knowing that your mother is killed while you are absent drives you mad. The closer you stand to your mother - the more you will raise your forces to save her. The members of the peoples from the rainforests who stand up and fight seem to feel and act this way. The western civilisation peoples with their dishwashers, cars and television selfdistructive systems seem to follow the way of freaking out. Mother Earth is about to be murdered: We can either defense her... or go crazy. 

Freitag, 7. Juni 2013

man and tree

strength of human being will never reach that of a tree. 
it will never be as strong and mighty as a tree is. 
its power can't reach the tree's power. 
never will it be possible for man to be as strong as a tree is. 
human beings are able to cut a tree by iron, saw, motersaw, axe... 
anyway. the tree's power is always higher than man's power. 
no reason for desperation, man! see your chance. 
try to be like a tree instead of sawing it.
mankind exaggerates itself. almost always: 
motor of development and civilisation 
as well as for arrogance and destruction. 
that's why man has to learn humbleness. 
the strength of human being will never reach that of a tree. 
it will never be as strong and mighty as a tree is. 
its power can't reach the tree's power. 
never.

Mittwoch, 22. Mai 2013

uranium and plutonium

today's people - who are future's people already - fighting against nuclear energy don't want this power to reign the world: it is the power of pluto, representing destruction and oppression, which is maybe the worst quality available as general paradigm. the pluto energy once entered our world: close to the time of the discovery (and baptism) of planet pluto the military and economic utilization of the elements uranium and plutonium raised. 
let us think about the right position pluto energy - pluto quality - may be put in this present time. obviously uranium and plutonium is still in no good hands - the hands of energy companies who are not able to deal with this power. materially they are not able to deal with it, metaphysically - not at all. 

adventure

life is not a science 
it is an adventure
nothing is proven

alcohol

mother nature provides a whole universe of holy plant power - biological and chemical - for our growth and health. alcohol for example, destilled from the leaves, blossoms and roots our green brothers and sisters is a very important medicine. it releases us from our responsibility, which is an important experience and helpful for relaxing our souls and our muscles. it is dangerous, too, because abusing it we get accustomed to the state of living without responsibility. responsibility for ourselves, for mother nature, for our countries…
a parliament in which alcohol has its place is part of an ill country.

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